In every moment, a choice exists. We can cling to the past or embrace the inevitability of change and allow a brighter future to unfold before us. Such an uncertain future may call for even more uncertain allies. Either way, a new day is coming, whether we like it or not. The question is will you control it, or will it control you?

I feel so empty after watching Hayao Mizayaki's anime <The Wind Rises>. Everytime I finished his masterpiece, I will feel very empty, I got no idea what is happenning. Lolz, is like learned something from the story. But I got no idea what is it! >.< But this time, the love that it mentioned, is almost perfect. I mean, a true love can be that beautiful? For me, I don't think so. There sure have some of the issue may occur on the relationship, or just it didnt mention?

Everytime, the story bring hope, and it so beautiful. Sometime just wish that one of the story is mine, no matter pass away or losing each other at that moment, and the end it still bring hope. I believe those the optimist, can have better future, a more happy life because they believe in what they believe. Things can be so perfect, if u believe it happen and always hold it tight. For passimism, the world seem not that good enough for every part. No hope, negative, imperfect. I know, I know actually what is happening on me. I should be more positive! Oh ya~ Sharing time~

"You control the feeling, so they do not control you"

Find some bored game. :D have a try since i m damn bored~~~~

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我的大名 ：Lim Sze Theng
我的生日 :1 September 90
誰傳給你的 ： - (Find on other's fb)
說出五個好朋友：Kit Hui, Chia Chia, Chun Ya
生日想要得到什麼禮物：自由，支持
近期開心的是 ：开心是怎样的？
近期壓力大的是：别人的期待，工作
未來想做什麼 ：自由人
有沒有喜歡的人：有
同學會要回去找老師嗎：没想过
跟誰出去最幸福：好朋友、表姐
如果你的兩個好友吵架了：了解、不过问
跟情人出去最想去哪：那里都好
聖誕節要做啥 ：在家庆祝
最想跟誰過聖誕節：家人
有沒有起床气 ：没有
有幾個兄弟姐妹：姐姐，弟弟
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：掂起脚尖爱
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：你给我听好
喜歡什麼顏色 ：灰色
上廁所會不會先沖水：？
愛不愛我： ？
喜歡男生還是女生：男
最想大聲說什麼：哎.....
半夜敢不敢自己上廁所: 为什么不？
上廁所會不會脫褲褲: ？
誰很欠打 ：？
現在很迷什麼：手作
睡相很差：妈妈说，完全不动
現在的時間：00.59.
是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：-
體重多少：50+
今天天氣：雷电交加
你懷孕了嗎：没
你若中樂透最想做什么：完成梦想
大學生一定要玩的活動：没兴趣
如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選 ：Tiffany Blue
你相信爱情会永远吗 ：一定会
现在的你穿什么颜色的衣服：白色
放棄一個人會很難嗎：不会
对欺骗你的人你有什么感想 : 滚出我的范围
最近一次看咸带是几时：没看
最近看的一本書是：咖啡教科书
最讨厌的政客：全部
最想和谁做爱：另一半？
有没有做过不可告人的勾当：没有
听从家人的建议还是坚持自己的梦想：

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My working life ended at January until now. I haven't got any though of searching for a job, it doesn't mean that I am lazy. I fulfill all my remaining times, everyday back from breakfast, none stop of doing the things I love. I love handcraft, that it. It is depressed, because there is nothing I wanted to do besides this. I got dreams, I wanted to make the dreams come true. I planned everything, after contract end. I do not give myself rest, did a lot of survey regarding which place is the best to learn coffee art. I've asked everything, about accomodation, fees... but at the end I got responses for my parents. They suggested me to go a full time job instead of going for what I like. ..

It is upset, when u planned everything, and ur plan just got interrupted by the most concern family. I put family as my first priority instead of myself. I love them more then myself. They said, I have a high education level, and is good to go for a better job at outside. Is been awhile, I feel depressed. The mood was like, better, bad...moody... hopeless...lost.... I got no idea what I want, and now, should I just go for what I love and what I want? Or I should listen to them? Too much of expectation drive me breathless... I wish that I can go for what I want instead of what they want... But I care them... when they say "no", it mean NO. no turning point.

What I am doing is basically can't earn much, but it is what I love the most... I got no idea, why I am not working, but the pressure is like even heavy then previous job. If I get back to work, what will it be?

When I was 18, I worked for my dad. The accountant do not willing to teach me, so I decided to go for studies. After study, I wanted to step back to the same environment and end up with, U got a Bachelor on hand, should go looking for a better job... I mean.... why study bring pressure for life? I though study is good for knowledge? But I spoiled my happiness with my own hand.... I got too much expectation, and I turn my dreams in grave. ... Nothing to do with dreams anymore... I started to live for them, do what they want... ignore my feeling... be a good daughter... cheers... :(

Ireplaceable, I am so proud to have you in my life. Thanks for everything, U make my life amazing. ❤

Never thought that it will happened. But soon or later I still have to accept the true, perhaps you can have a better future over there. No matter how, I still will support you with all my heart and cheers for our betta future. We will gonna be alright, stay happily as usual, nothing change, even long distance. I deeply believe in that. ❤

Yesterday, Kyle told me that <Despicable Me> will release on next week. I planned to watch it at cinema after my Tuesday exam. But Kyle online and check, there is some privilege ticket sold at specific cinema. It is good to stay at Selangor, because I can watch the lovely movie before release. Those who stay in my hometown have to wait for next week.

3 years alr and yes! finally released! I love minions so much! So cute right? Hahaz~❤  

Just to share with you guys, it is a must watch movie! Faster go to cinema and watch it before it is too late, enjoy~ ❤